Nick Cannon, 1 year after son’s death: “Heavy, dark and depressing experience” | News

Nick Cannon, 1 year after son’s death: “Heavy, dark and depressing experience” | News
Nick Cannon, 1 year after son’s death: “Heavy, dark and depressing experience” | News

Nick Cannon paid tribute to his son, Zen, who died aged five months in December 2021 from brain cancer. The baby was the result of the actor’s relationship with model Alyssa Scott.

“Physically I’m definitely on the mend, but mentally and spiritually I’m broken. I’ve been tossing and turning all night, and as much as I know I need to rest, I couldn’t sleep last night. I can’t believe it’s been a year since the hardest day in my life. my life. Such a painful birthday. Losing a child must be the heaviest, darkest and most depressing experience I will ever get over. A mixture of guilt, pain and sadness is what I repress daily. I am far from perfect and I often fail and I make decisions in my life that many question but anyone who knows me knows my heart. I love so much, I love so much and I love with all my heart and soul and I just wish my little man could have felt more of that love while he was here on Earth,” he said, adding about the difficult period he is facing.

“One of my Spiritual Leaders recently told me that I am going through one of the most challenging phases of my life, but he encouraged me to be firm and know that all this will only make me stronger, not lean on myself. understanding, but trust in the peace that overcomes everything. But let me tell you, it’s hard… I know a few days ago I wrote a post from my hospital bed saying I would be fine and I just needed to rest so don’t waste your prayers on me but definitely I can use these prayers correctly now… Continue to rest peacefully my son, Zen Scott Cannon. We Love You Forever,” he concluded.

2 of 3 Nick Cannon and Zen — Photo: Reproduction / Instagram

Nick Cannon and Zen — Photo: Reproduction / Instagram

In December 2021 Zen, who had a brain tumor, could not resist complications and died at five months of life. Tests confirmed the tumor and the child underwent surgery to remove it and also to remove fluid from the cranial box.

Nick, who is Mariah Carey’s ex, said the diagnosis came when Zen was about 2 months old. The baby, the actor’s son with model Alyssa Scott, even underwent surgery.

Despite the difficult period Nick and Alyssa are expecting another child together, his eleventh. The new pregnancy was revealed last October 26, when she showed her big belly on her social networks for the first time. This Thursday (3), they shared clicks in which they appear naked in a bathtub, with Nick kissing her belly. “It’s a MIRACLE and a BLESSING,” they wrote in the caption.

3 of 3 Nick Cannon and Alyssa Scott — Photo: Playback/Instagram

Nick Cannon and Alyssa Scott — Photo: Playback/Instagram

Meet Nick Cannon’s Children

The actor’s first children were twins. Moroccan and monroe cannonborn in 2011, as a result of his marriage to Mariah Carey, with whom he stayed between 2008 and 2016.

After his divorce, Nick had two children with the model. Brittany Bell: Goldenin February 2017, and Powerful Queen in December of the same year.

Already in June 2021, three children were born to Nick with two different women: the twins zillion and zion with the DJ Abby De La Rosaand Zen, with Alyssa Scott.

In July 2022, the actor became a father for the eighth time when he received Legendary Love with the model Bre Tiesi. In September of the same year, he had two more children, with two other women: Onyx Ice Cole, with the model Lanisha Coleand Rise Messiah, your third with Brittany Bell.

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